Storms ahead? Even then don’t drive in fear.
(Picture by Lisa R.)

Have you ever judged someone based on your own fears? Judge is the wrong word for the point I am trying to make. May be…controlled? My brother left for Thailand on Thursday, it is now Saturday and we have had no communication. I know in my head that he is fine, but I am struggling to trust God. Why? I am giving into my fears. My brother and I have gone through a lot to be who we are today. God has brought us through fires, rain storms and hurricanes (I live in Florida, hence weather analogy). I have seen the changes that have taken place in my brother’s life. I know they are real, I see it in his eyes…PEACE. Yet, I struggle. He’s my baby brother, we are the only two that know what it was like growing up in our family. We have encountered the same hurts, the same struggle, and the same fears. As his older sister I want to protect him, keep him safe, and make sure no one hurts him. He is 9700 miles away, I have NO control. I have to trust GOD, that His words are true. Until this trip I did not realize that this fear was in me when it came to my brother. As I continue on this journey everyday I find new weaknesses and new strengths. My new goal, taking God at His word. I may not always be able to trust those around me (myself included), but God has yet to fail me. I will NOT let my fear control how I view what God is choosing to do (with me or anyone else).

“For the LORD your God is living among you. He is a mighty savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With His love, He will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs” (Zephaniah 3:17, NLT).

So what am I thankful for today? I am learning to conquer my fears.