Sometimes life feels like this…

Have you ever had a day, where, when you came to the end of it you wondered how you managed to get through? Today I have been in a fog. I feel like my brain went on vacation and forgot to take me with it. The thing is I was super productive today, I literally got everything on my to-do list done. Which is ironic, because on days when both my brain and I show up together, I can’t seem to get anything done (note to self: leave brain at home more often).  Some days are like this when you feel so disconnected from everything around you. It’s like you’re standing still, but everything around you is moving at the speed of light. Today I got my work done, participated in conversations, laughed and joked around, all while feeling like I was in another room watching from a distance as my day unfolded. On days like this fight to stay in the present, fight to participate in the now. Life goes by quickly and situations and emotions can trip you up and make you feel out of sorts. Today I got through the day just by taking it one moment at a time, and trusting that God would see me through. He totally did.

“For the mountains may move and the hills disappear, but even then my faithful love for you will remain” (Isaiah 54:10, NLT).

So what am I thankful for today? That even I am absent, God is present.