DAY 153 (2014)

So today was a good day. Then I came home, and it was a bad day. Then I went for a run, then a walk with my mom and then it was a better day. Then my brother text to say he was going to try and come home to surprise my mom for her birthday, and it was a GREAT day. Did the bad that happened when I got home go away? No, but I realized something today, I have no strength on my own to change it or make it better. I can’t change anything with worry or fret, but I can trust the One who has the power to change everything. I realized immediately that, that moment was a test (yup, it’s a miracle), just a test of my emergency broadcast system. I had to answer this question, am I going to hold on to the fear and worry about something I can not change or I am going to let God handle it? I choose God. So today when trauma hit, I let it roll off my back. I remembered that in every trauma thus far, God had my back. So my good day went bad, but turned good again because I am able to leave it ALL (good and bad) in the capable hands of God. His hands are there for you too (you had to know that was coming 😀 ). As always I don’t ask you to believe just because I do, but I do ask that you seek truth the REAL kind, God’s not hiding it from you.