Uhmmm… today has been a day of whiny Lisa. I don’t mean to be this way, it is just that sometimes my emotions get the better of me. I made up the interview I missed last Wednesday due to the fact that my car decided it was time for a new battery (can’t fault it for that). I had, had negative feelings about the job since the moment I spoke to the recruiter a couple weeks prior. It just hit me as strange that she knew nothing about the job. Today would make the third attempt at this interview. The first was missed because the address to the company was misplaced (although the night prior I put it in my bag), when I tried calling the recruiter no answer. The second time was last Wednesday when the car battery died, but today, today I made it to the interview… and immediately realized why God had put that check in my heart and why the two times prior He had made it impossible to for me to make it. The job was not for me, what they wanted me to do was potentially dangerous for a single female. I left the interviewed grieved and a little down. Which is silly because I have a FINAL interview tomorrow for a really good company. Why was I grieved then? Because I was worried about what would happen if I didn’t find a job soon. Let me just preface this by saying my rent and bills are met for this month (God has provided), yet I am worried about what will happen next month. As I sat bemoaning my current lack of employment and my fear of the future God gently reminded me of my personal quiet time with Him yesterday. The message “Don’t worry about tomorrow, live in today”, the scripture Matthew 6:34. I use the Jesus Calling devotional for my personal quiet time, and yesterday it had this to say, “I want you to live this day abundantly, seeing all there is to see, doing all there is do. Don’t be distracted by future concerns. Leave them to Me! I am training you to keep your focus on My Presence in the present.” We won’t always do it right. There will be days when we feel the pressure, there will be days we feel insecure, but fear not God is always there to remind us that He is has our back. So don’t fear the future, Leave it in God’s very capable hand. Live in the NOW! It”s a lesson I am learning.
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own” (Matthew 6:34).
Lesson: Live in today. Let God worry about tomorrow.








