I had a plan for my future. A clear direction and path that I wanted to go. I started to brainstorm. I started to make all the necessary preparation to make my dream a reality. Only one problem…every time I made a step toward the door of my dream I found it locked. Life interrupted: family issues, financial issues, life issues…ISSUES. I was frustrated. I was beginning to feel resentment for people who seemed to achieve their goals effortlessly. That’s when God knocked on my heart and said, “Why are you upset? Why are you resentful? Haven’t My ways always yielded the best results?” So I stopped whining and made a choice to move on and stop holding on to something that seemed to be out of my reach. I decided to be content with my life. I felt peace. I didn’t completely put my dreams away I just relinquished them to God. I walked away from my plans, I shut the door. I didn’t lock it. Â Yesterday without me trying the door opened and with opportunity that hadn’t been a part of my plans ( a really good opportunity). I haven’t made a decision yet. But here’s what I took away, you have to let go of your past to move forward (oddly that was my pastor’s message today). We can’t accept what God has for us if our hands are full. Sometimes, in order to get what you want, you have to be willingly to let it go.
“For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven” (Ecclesiastes 3:1, NLT).
So what am I thankful for today? That I am learning to let go of what I want.

This is timely. This is the busiest I’ve ever been with ministry, writing, and recording. Into this madness my daughter, her hubby, & their three kids are moving. They’ll be with us at least a couple of weeks. I’ll be happy to see them – it’s been almost two years – but WOW it will be a challenge! Priorities, priorities…being with people over doing for people. Oh, my! 😉
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I am very happy to have said this at the right time…wow, your life is super busy.
Yeah, but I told the Lord I wanted to arrive there worn out, used up, and yelling, Woohoo! What a ride! It’s all good!
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Have blast on your journey…that’s how you’re suppose to arrive, yelling Woohoo!
That is a great post you always have the nicest things to say..its goood to hear that things are going well for you, you deserve it…it seems that our God is such a gentleman that if he sees a lady having difficulty opening a door he waits until your ready to let him do it and even with out asking he does it…
He really is. But more than that, He prepares us. I am so much more prepared for the opportunity now.
That is true