I right now am scared. Not gonna lie. I am nervous about upcoming changes. I keep wondering will we make it? Will we be forgotten? I realize now that this whole time of  the “trust, trust, TRUST” lessons was God preparing my heart for what is to come. I wish I could say that the process has been a breeze and that I have been the goddess of trust, but…uhm, that would be a lie. What I can say is that I see God’s hand in the lesson. I see how He has been preparing me to rely on Him. I see Him changing my focus and changing my view, so that my uncertain future does not feel quite as scary as it should. I want to say that right now I am standing in 100% faith (I can’t). But I can say that I believe 100% in His ability to get me through (even if my actions and reactions don’t always show it). So, today I have a prayer. I am praying it with you all (those that believe in prayer) and I ask that you believe with me and pray with me.

“Lord help me to trust that You won’t forsake me. Help me to let my faith rest in You, and allow You to clam my fears. I pray that I find favor with You and those around me as You unfold Your plan for my life. I pray that You will bless me with what I need and (when it is in You will) what I want. I pray that although life is about to become financially challenging that You will bless us with the finances we need to live and grow. I pray like Paul I will be content in whatever situation I find myself. Thank you that I can pray to You. In Jesus name, AMEN.”

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7).

So what’s my plan of attack? Less fear, more prayer.

(If you need prayer please feel free to leave it in my comment section. I will be happy to pray with and for you.)