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I have hidden Thy word in my heart. (Picture by Lisa R)

I have hidden Thy word in my heart.
(Picture by Lisa R)

1 Samuel 7. “And Samuel said, ‘Gather all Israel to Mizpah, and I will pray to the Lord for you.’  So they gathered together at Mizpah, drew water, and poured it out before the Lord. And they fasted that day, and said there, ‘We have sinned against the Lord.’ And Samuel judged the children of Israel at Mizpah. Now when the Philistines heard that the children of Israel had gathered together at Mizpah, the lords of the Philistines went up against Israel. And when the children of Israel heard of it, they were afraid of the Philistines.  So the children of Israel said to Samuel, ‘Do not cease to cry out to the Lord our God for us, that He may save us from the hand of the Philistines'” (Verses 5-8). These verses are filled with lessons. The children of Israel realize that they have broken God’s heart. They put away false idols and gather at Mizpah to ask God to forgive them. They pray the fast, they listen as Samuel judges their sins. They confess and leave their hearts contrite before God. The Philistines (whom we know are NOT very bright), decide that this would be a good time to attack Israel (yes, let’s attack while they are spending time with God, you know, the One who all about destroyed us). Really guys? Have your learned nothing from you short stint with the Ark? Israel is nervous, but instead of giving in to their fears, they pray, they ask Samuel to pray. They take their requests to GOD. This week I have been worried about much, but these verses remind us, worry won’t help. Fear can’t solve problems, only God can. Take our requests, our problems, our fears to the only One that can fix what’s wrong. GOD. 

DAY 259 (2014)

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The box. Take God out of it...

The box. Take God out of it…

At the end of my first year in Bible college, God taught me perhaps the biggest lesson about His character. Today as I was helping my mom unpack the last of her things, I had a flash back to that time in my life. Today I would like to share the story: After I graduated high school I didn’t go directly to college partially because my family thought I was too young to be away in a secular environment by myself and partially because I also did not feel ready for it. I worked for a bit to learn about life and financial responsibility. Then I made the best decision I ever made, I decided to go to Bible College. Not a Christian College, but a school completely dedicated to teaching the Bible. It was the best two years of my life. I made friendships that span many countries and will continue on in Heaven. I learned about God, about myself, but most importantly my faith was now my own. No longer were my beliefs just values passed down from my parents, now I could say without a doubt that I believed God to be true, because I had experienced Him for myself. The one memory that stands out the most happened the last week of my first semester. In the final week of each semester each student would pack up all they owned and clean the dorm they lived in. Prior to the starting of the new semester sometimes new rooms were assigned. Packing up for me was a little different, though. Due to my financial situation packing meant that my first semester would also be my last. I remember the day clearly. I got up in the morning devastated at the thought of leaving never to return. I sat in my bunk looked out my window and started talking to God. It was the oddest thing because it wasn’t a prayer. It was an actually conversation (as though He was right in front of me). I told God how sad I was to not be able to see the journey that He set me on to the end. I thanked Him for all that I had learned. I praised Him, because my heart knew that even if I had to go home, He still deserved praise. I then got out of my bunk packed all my belongs and set out to clean my dorm. As I cleaned my conversation with God continued. In the midst of our convo I heard it, a voice say, “Unpack” (literally heard it). I shook it off and  continued  cleaning then I heard it again, “Unpack.” So…I did. I put my clothes in drawers and in the closet. I made the room my home. Not one box was left. I looked around and had this thought, “I hope that was you God, because if it wasn’t. I am now officially crazy.” I left my dorm and walked to the office to see if I had any mail. As I entered the door, I was greeted by the school’s financial officer. He said, “Hey, I was just about to come look for you. Step into my office for a bit.” I was nervous, I knew I didn’t have the funds for a second semester. We walked to his office, he sat behind his desk, looked up at me, smiled, and said these words. “Your next two years of school have been paid in FULL.” I looked at him, clearly I am dreaming (I think I remember pinching myself to be sure). “What?!” I knew it couldn’t have been my parents, and I had no rich relatives that I knew of. My next question, “How?!” “We received a check for you from and an anonymous donor”, at which point he showed me the check. He made a deliberate gesture at the signature line, it read… Yahew. In the memo line 1 John 5:14 (along with my name). I was floored. I walked back to my dorm in a daze. God had just paid for me to go to school in FULL! And all I had to do was UNPACK! Why did my day remind of this story? When the last box was officially unpacked, I had this thought: “I hope this is you God, because if it’s not, I am now officially crazy.”

“This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us” (1 John 5:14).

Lesson: Unpack. Make where God has placed you, home. Then be crazy enough to trust Him with the rest. Sometimes a little crazy is a good thing 😉 .

DAY 256 (2014)

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Faith like a child. Trust like a child. Fearlessness of a child. On these are heaven's foundation built. (Picture by Karla S.)

Faith like a child. Trust like a child. Fearlessness of a child. On these are heaven’s foundation built.
(Picture by Karla S.)

Child like faith. It is the foundation of of faith. When the disciples were arguing about about who was the greatest in the kingdom, Jesus places a little child in front of them and says this, “Most certainly I tell you, unless you turn, and become as little children, you will in no way enter into the Kingdom of Heaven”. Childlike faith, childlike honesty it is what God desires. Today I fasted about issues in my heart. The need for a good church home and that God would open the doors to my future and lead me and guide me exactly where He wants me to be. Making this move (to New York) was risky, it required that I let go of everything and come to God with empty hands, so He could fill them. During my fasting and prayer time, my mind ran across my friend Karla. In order for you to understand why this interruption happened, let’s take a step back in time. Karla is one of those friends that can just look at you and somehow you feel better (even if there was nothing wrong). She just has that shiny personality and she’s wicked hilarious. I have had many moments of stomach cramps from laughing so hard. Three months into this year she experienced every parent’s nightmare (I won’t elaborate, if you’re a parent or know a parent then you already know). Needless to say her shine lost a little of it’s gleam. But even in the midst of pain, she still showed her best side (my girl’s a fighter). I had asked her to come to church with me many times over our 4 year friendship. She was never rude, but she always declined the invitation. My last day of work, a Friday, she and I left together. I had one week left in Florida, we tried to make plans for Saturday, but I had already made plans for the day. The she said, “What about Sunday?” To which I said, “Sure, but it will have to be after church.” Her reply, “Maybe I’ll come to church with you.” Me, “Yes! And you can’t back out.” She smiled, and we agreed that she’d meet me at church on Sunday. She did and she brought her adorable four year old son with her. That day when the altar call came Karla went up. The day had way more happen then I could put into a post. But when I say God met her right where she needed Him to, it is NOT an exaggeration. It started from the moment her son walked into the 4 year old classroom like he’d been going there for years, to the person who talked to her after church, who just happened to have gone through the same devastation that Karla was currently going through… coincident? I think NOT. GODINCIDENT. Today in my quiet time she flashed across my mind, I wondered how she was doing. I sent her a text. She replied with the above picture. She said, “He’s sitting in the back of his brother’s car on the way home from church… praying” and no one prompted him to do it. Floored! I was floored. Childlike faith. Want to be the greatest? Be childlike. That faith that comes from innocence. That faith that believes just BECAUSE… As I looked at the picture and read the words I said this to God, “If this was the only reason You moved me from Florida, then it is ALL worth it.”

“And He called a child to Himself and set him before them, and said, ‘Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever then humbles himself as this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven'” (Matthew 18:2-4).

Lesson: Childlike faith, it is the foundation God wants to build on.

DAY 72 (2014) – Saying Goodbye

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Goodbyes are often hard, but when done for the right reason will give birth to something beautiful.

Goodbyes are often hard, but when done for the right reason will give birth to something beautiful.

Last day before I go back to South Florida and leave my baby brother in Buffalo. Can’t lie, I am nervous, a little scared, and really sad. We have not been separated in a while, and the family unit we have right now is very tight. So this feels like a part of my flesh is about to be cut off. This is an odd feeling for me, because I am not the personality type to miss things when they are gone. Sounds cold, doesn’t it? But it isn’t. I have always believed that life, things, and people are transient, and not permanent. Does that mean that I treat them carelessly? No, on the contrary it means that I treat them as though each day, each moment is the last I will be able to spend with them. So my goal always with friendships and life is to learn, grow, and respect the people and things that God has blessed me to encounter. Because of this attitude I don’t often feel sad at goodbyes. But this goodbye will hurt. To my brother (who reads my posts everyday…he’s my loyal fan 😉 ). I am praying for you. I know that you are where you are for a reason. I know that at this moment you may feel overwhelmed and maybe even scared. But don’t ever feel like those feeling make you a coward or weak. Understand that those feelings are the stepping stones to strength. I am very proud of you, and even though I may not show it, I will hate being apart from you for even a second. But I know that God will wrap His loving arms around you and keep you safe until we are reunited. Love you always. Your big sister, Lisa.

“The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn His face toward you and give you peace” (Numbers 6:24-26).

So what’s my plan of attack? Trust God to take care of the part of me that will be missing.

DAY 56 (2014)

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PRAY...then REST and TRUST. (The Zoo, Daejeon South Korea. Picture by Lisa R.)

PRAY…then REST and TRUST.
(The Zoo, Daejeon South Korea. Picture by Lisa R.)

I right now am scared. Not gonna lie. I am nervous about upcoming changes. I keep wondering will we make it? Will we be forgotten? I realize now that this whole time of  the “trust, trust, TRUST” lessons was God preparing my heart for what is to come. I wish I could say that the process has been a breeze and that I have been the goddess of trust, but…uhm, that would be a lie. What I can say is that I see God’s hand in the lesson. I see how He has been preparing me to rely on Him. I see Him changing my focus and changing my view, so that my uncertain future does not feel quite as scary as it should. I want to say that right now I am standing in 100% faith (I can’t). But I can say that I believe 100% in His ability to get me through (even if my actions and reactions don’t always show it). So, today I have a prayer. I am praying it with you all (those that believe in prayer) and I ask that you believe with me and pray with me.

“Lord help me to trust that You won’t forsake me. Help me to let my faith rest in You, and allow You to clam my fears. I pray that I find favor with You and those around me as You unfold Your plan for my life. I pray that You will bless me with what I need and (when it is in You will) what I want. I pray that although life is about to become financially challenging that You will bless us with the finances we need to live and grow. I pray like Paul I will be content in whatever situation I find myself. Thank you that I can pray to You. In Jesus name, AMEN.”

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7).

So what’s my plan of attack? Less fear, more prayer.

(If you need prayer please feel free to leave it in my comment section. I will be happy to pray with and for you.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Random (hopefully inspired) Thought

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I have hidden Thy word in my heart. (Picture by Lisa R)

I have hidden Thy word in my heart.
(Picture by Lisa R)

Genesis 24. “Then the servant left, taking with him ten of his master’s camels loaded with all kinds of good things from his master. He set out for Aram Naharaim and made his way to the town of Nahor. He had the camels kneel down near the well outside the town; it was toward evening, the time the women go out to draw water.Then he prayed, ‘Lord, God of my master Abraham, make me successful today, and show kindness to my master Abraham. See, I am standing beside this spring, and the daughters of the townspeople are coming out to draw water. May it be that when I say to a young woman, Please let down your jar that I may have a drink, and she says’, ‘Drink, and I’ll water your camels too’—’let her be the one you have chosen for your servant Isaac. By this I will know that you have shown kindness to my master'” …”After she had given him a drink, she said, ‘I’ll draw water for your camels too, until they have had enough to drink'” (Verses 12-14, 19). Talk about an answered prayer!!! God heard the servant and answered his specific request. Do I believe that God is sitting in heaven waiting for our instructions? No. Do I believe it is okay to be specific with our prayers? Yes. God’s not afraid of our petitions, so it’s okay to ask. In fact God says, “Make your petitions known” (Philippians 4:6). Talk to God, He’s the best friend we could ever ask for. If Abraham’s servant (who served God vicariously through his master) wasn’t afraid to ask. Then why should His sons and daughters be afraid?

DAY 10 (2014)

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Pray. He will answer. Every. Single. Time.

Pray. He will answer. Every. Single. Time.

Don’t believe prayer works, or that God is alive and active? Well have I got a story for you! Yesterday I wrote that there was something I was praying about (still not ready to share). Yesterday when I got home I talked to my mom about what I was praying about. She said she’d pray about it too, we left it at that and went about our nightly routine. This morning I woke up, got ready, and went to work (wait, I had my devotion first). About 15 minute into my work day I got a phone call from my mom. She was so excited she could barely talk to me. Here is our conversation:

 

Mom: Lisa you’ll never believe what just happened!

Me: What’s up?

Mom: My coworker Joanna. She said the most amazing thing this morning.

Me: What did she say?

Mom: She said the answer is…YES.

My mom was a little taken back, not understanding what she was talking about.  So mom asked what she meant. To which her coworker replied, “The answer is yes, to what you and your daughter are praying about. “She proceeded to tell my mom how she was up all of last night praying for us and that God gave her that answer. I was floored. My mom said she couldn’t even respond to her, because she was so shocked. Still don’t believe? Here’s what I learned. Ask. He’ll answer… EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you” (Matthew 7:7).

So what’s my plan of attack? To keep asking.

 

Random (hopefully inspired) Thought

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I have hidden Thy word in my heart. (Picture by Lisa R)

I have hidden Thy word in my heart.
(Picture by Lisa R)

Revelation 8. “Another angel, who had a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. He was given much incense to offer, with the prayers of all God’s people, on the golden altar in front of the throne. The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of God’s people, went up before God from the angel’s hand. Then the angel took the censer, filled it with fire from the altar, and hurled it on the earth; and there came peals of thunder, rumblings, flashes of lightning and an earthquake” (Verses 3-5). Feeling like your prayers have no power? Note, in this verse God uses our prayers. God will answer, our prayers ALWAYS. Maybe not on our time table, but in the time frame that He knows is right. It is our prayers that open the door to righting wrongs.